Distribution Hate.

The angle of thought is insipid. Its the instinct; the devil inside me. Most people run from their quarrels. I fight face to face with the enemy, fear will not coexist with my mindset. I have no courage for I am not facing fear, I am a coward in its most dangerous form. Content with dying, but with no plans to do so. I am a vigilante to those who do not question theory.

Develop a sense of distance between all loved ones, I will not be emotionally harmed. Develop the lust for blood, I will not be physically harmed; only turned on. Develop the hatred of others for no reason, but to hold power; Dissolve.

I am elegance. A fortnight to smell the rotting flesh of desperation. Queasy from the hunger for blood. Locked in a basement of a raging orgy of violence. Caged while the cum of hate drips from above; should I taste it?  Peer pressure evolution; unattainable black and white perfection, encrypted by mixed signals. Words become detached from emotion; all communication becomes inexistent.

Sanity is now questionable.

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January 1, 2010 – 12:30 pm
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Binary Friction

MD5: 1d62d6106552649ab625494370d371d3

Base64: VHJ1dGggaXMgYmVhdXR5LCBiZWF1dHkgaXMgdHJ1dGguIA==

Those two statements are not the same. Of course if you knew how to crack the second one, you would of figured that out by testing the first one.

Lets go into a quantum theory that doesn’t exist. A complicated rational thought process needlessly complicated by an undeveloped idea.

Binary sounds complicated, but it’s not. In fact knowing it is completely irrelevant to my theory. To make things easier think of “0=_” and “1=-“.

Here is the story

11111111; 11111111; 10101010; 00100101; 00000000
Translated:
——–; ——–; –_-_-_-_;  __-__-_-; 00000000

So now we will split this string up, we have two different stories now.

Split value:
String A: 00000000; 000000000; 000000000; 00000001

String B: 00000000; 000000000; 000000000; 00000001

However in this system actual values do not account for appearance which effects other strings.

Appearance:
String A: 11110111; 11111011; 11110011; 11110111;

String B: 11111011; 11110111; 11110101; 11101111;

So now we have a bunch of useless information, along with a doubled amount of useful information. We have JUST as much useless information directly correlated to the useful information. The useful information is not with in appearance, but with in actual value. Only by observing the actual value can the useless information be tossed away, and the real information can be recombined as hexadecimal.

FF;FF;FF;FF

Four times the valuable information originally had by the single strand condensed in the same amount of space.

This is just an idea and a metaphor; none of this would be applicable mathematically. Mainly because there is nothing to apply; it’s just a statement. I am sure no one will understand it in the first place, so you can give up trying now.

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A front row seat to disaster

Truth:

What truth would try so hard to be known? Why would something if its true be shoved in your face in multiple ways? Because its not pure truth. Pure truth must be discovered; the truth worth finding is not easy to learn. It can be told in different ways, but that will not matter until life chooses to deliver the lesson. Everything else is just preparation; kiss your ass goodbye statements.

Lies:

Lies happen daily; some will never hurt, some will be devastating. Honesty is a hard thing to possess in this world. Even a truly good person with an innocent heart may lie out of desperation; can it be held against them? Should it be held against them? That depends on the situation. We all are capable of lying, we all have been in the position that gives us the motive to lie; why should there be any trust in this world?

Trust:

Should you trust people? That depends on your out look of life (are people inherently good or evil?). The bigger question is; can trust ever be repaired? Yes it can but again it depends on the situation. Do people deserve to be forgiven, or can they never truly repent.

Repent:

The only way to ever be capable of repairing trust; is if the person has learned the lesson. The pure truth of the situation. To alleviate the devastation one must take all responsibility for their actions and acknowledge that they are where they are, because of their choices. Then learn to make better choices.

Growth:

All of it can be damaging. All of it can be horrid. However it can be beautiful if growth comes out of it. Growth can erase past sins, and even if it doesn’t it will enhance the future. There is always a light at the end of the tunnel.

Strength:

Courage is not the absence of fear but the awareness that something else is more important. – Stephen covey

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Truthful Perspective

The problem with truth is that, we only have a piece of it. We only know what we know, and we will never know any other perspective. Our view will continue to evolve, and our perspective will change; however it will never truly be shared. We will never know the whole truth, and that is a humbling thought. Its like looking up at the stars; what we are is a particle, what we know is a particle.

I try to share the truth I know, but you only get it the moment I have left it. By the time you have read this, I am already moving on to the next thought. Certain beliefs always have stayed the same and stood the test of time, maybe this one will. Yet you will not know. I do not know. What do we know?

I know what it means to dance on the moon and freeze the water that sits.

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Jaded

Why are so many people jaded in this world? I can understand now, its because other jaded people make sense when you are in the position to hear it. What I find odd about it all, is that these people with little hope or dreams; they aren’t happy.  However its deeper than that, its not just that they have no drive to get anywhere; that in the end doesn’t really matter (to a degree), its that they don’t believe life has anything good left for them. These “realists” aren’t really looking at reality, they are looking at a distorted view of it. They may not realize it, but they are not just acknowledging the off chance something bad or different will happen; they are convinced that the odds are against them. How are you suppose to fight for your happiness if you believe that the chance isn’t at all in your favor; or that life will try and stop it all it can. 

There are two parts to magic;
1. Believe in what you want and remain positive
2. Set your life up so it has the greatest chance of happening.

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