I put a new song up called “Don’t Cry”. Its the first song I have recorded in more than 2 years. I am considering this a warm up track with more to come. Maybe its time to put out a new CD.
Distribution Hate.
January 1st, 2010 Comments
The angle of thought is insipid. Its the instinct; the devil inside me. Most people run from their quarrels. I fight face to face with the enemy, fear will not coexist with my mindset. I have no courage for I am not facing fear, I am a coward in its most dangerous form. Content with dying, but with no plans to do so. I am a vigilante to those who do not question theory.
Develop a sense of distance between all loved ones, I will not be emotionally harmed. Develop the lust for blood, I will not be physically harmed; only turned on. Develop the hatred of others for no reason, but to hold power; Dissolve.
I am elegance. A fortnight to smell the rotting flesh of desperation. Queasy from the hunger for blood. Locked in a basement of a raging orgy of violence. Caged while the cum of hate drips from above; should I taste it? Peer pressure evolution; unattainable black and white perfection, encrypted by mixed signals. Words become detached from emotion; all communication becomes inexistent.
Sanity is now questionable.
Binary Friction
December 19th, 2009 Comments Off
MD5: 1d62d6106552649ab625494370d371d3
Base64: VHJ1dGggaXMgYmVhdXR5LCBiZWF1dHkgaXMgdHJ1dGguIA==
Those two statements are not the same. Of course if you knew how to crack the second one, you would of figured that out by testing the first one.
Lets go into a quantum theory that doesn’t exist. A complicated rational thought process needlessly complicated by an undeveloped idea.
Binary sounds complicated, but it’s not. In fact knowing it is completely irrelevant to my theory. To make things easier think of “0=_” and “1=-“.
Here is the story
11111111; 11111111; 10101010; 00100101; 00000000
Translated:
——–; ——–; –_-_-_-_; __-__-_-; 00000000
So now we will split this string up, we have two different stories now.
Split value:
String A: 00000000; 000000000; 000000000; 00000001
String B: 00000000; 000000000; 000000000; 00000001
However in this system actual values do not account for appearance which effects other strings.
Appearance:
String A: 11110111; 11111011; 11110011; 11110111;
String B: 11111011; 11110111; 11110101; 11101111;
So now we have a bunch of useless information, along with a doubled amount of useful information. We have JUST as much useless information directly correlated to the useful information. The useful information is not with in appearance, but with in actual value. Only by observing the actual value can the useless information be tossed away, and the real information can be recombined as hexadecimal.
FF;FF;FF;FF
Four times the valuable information originally had by the single strand condensed in the same amount of space.
This is just an idea and a metaphor; none of this would be applicable mathematically. Mainly because there is nothing to apply; it’s just a statement. I am sure no one will understand it in the first place, so you can give up trying now.
A front row seat to disaster
December 13th, 2009 Comments Off
Truth:
What truth would try so hard to be known? Why would something if its true be shoved in your face in multiple ways? Because its not pure truth. Pure truth must be discovered; the truth worth finding is not easy to learn. It can be told in different ways, but that will not matter until life chooses to deliver the lesson. Everything else is just preparation; kiss your ass goodbye statements.
Lies:
Lies happen daily; some will never hurt, some will be devastating. Honesty is a hard thing to possess in this world. Even a truly good person with an innocent heart may lie out of desperation; can it be held against them? Should it be held against them? That depends on the situation. We all are capable of lying, we all have been in the position that gives us the motive to lie; why should there be any trust in this world?
Trust:
Should you trust people? That depends on your out look of life (are people inherently good or evil?). The bigger question is; can trust ever be repaired? Yes it can but again it depends on the situation. Do people deserve to be forgiven, or can they never truly repent.
Repent:
The only way to ever be capable of repairing trust; is if the person has learned the lesson. The pure truth of the situation. To alleviate the devastation one must take all responsibility for their actions and acknowledge that they are where they are, because of their choices. Then learn to make better choices.
Growth:
All of it can be damaging. All of it can be horrid. However it can be beautiful if growth comes out of it. Growth can erase past sins, and even if it doesn’t it will enhance the future. There is always a light at the end of the tunnel.
Strength:
Courage is not the absence of fear but the awareness that something else is more important. – Stephen covey